Measuring Me Take 2 (Ananya Kapoor)

Habit being trackedmindlessly scrolling through social media

Recently, my boyfriend showed me a video that spoke about how social media gives us a kick of dopamine, makes us addicted and how it is messing with our brain. Since then, I have been trying to be mindful of my social media use.

For this assignment, I tracked myself for 3 days (Jan 13, 14, and 15). I logged data whenever I picked up my phone to mindlessly scroll through social media (time is rounded to the nearest 5th minute). To ensure that I logged every time I opened social media, I downloaded an app that made my social media apps password protected, every time it prompted me for that pattern, I remembered why I put it in the first place and it served as a reminder for me to log.

Jan 13

10 am – Woke up and checked instagram before even getting out of bed

10:30 am – Checked tiktok as I brushed my teeth

12:35 pm – Checked instagram while I was on my way to lunch and was bored

1:55 pm – Scrolled through tiktok while waiting for food

3:20 pm – Scrolled through instagram on my way back home because I opened my phone for something else

5 pm – Scrolled though instagram while in bed

6:35 pm – Checked instagram while waiting for my boyfriend to tie his shoes

7:20 pm – Opened tiktok because I opened my phone to respond to a text

8:50pm – Scrolled through instagram while watching a lecture

11 pm – Checked instagram as I brushed my teeth

11:30 pm – Scrolled through tiktok before bed

Jan 14

10:30 am – Woke up and checked tiktok before even getting out of bed

11:30 am – Scrolled through tiktok while I got ready

1:25 pm – Opened instagram briefly while eating lunch

2:55 pm – Scrolled through tiktok in bed because I was bored

4:35 pm – Checked Facebook (idek why??) while watching TV

6:20 pm – Scrolled through instagram because I opened my phone to pick a call

8:35 pm – Scrolled through instagram while watching a movie

9:55 pm – Scrolled through instagram while watching a movie

12:30 am – Scrolled through tiktok before bed

Jan 15

10:15 am – Woke up and checked instagram before even getting out of bed

12:20 pm – Scrolled through instagram while watching TV

2:55 pm – Scrolled through tiktok to check something and spent more time than intended

3:45 pm – Opened tiktok cause I was bored

5:35 pm – Scrolled through instagram while exercising

7:15 pm – Scrolled through instagram while cooking

9:15 pm – Scrolled through tiktok while watching a movie

12 am – Scrolled through instagram before bed

 

Model 1

For this connection circle, I used three different colors (one for the habit I was tracking, one for the situation I was in, and one for the consequences/result of the situation I was in or the action I took). This helped me understand why and how I was feeling a certain way. It allowed me to understand where my feeling/emotions might be coming from — thus helping me work towards feeling better and having more control over myself in the future.

One can see that I usually ended up opening social media if I was distracted/not engaged and the result of that was that I ended up feeling terrible (both physically and mentally). It even resulted in me eating much unhealthier — not something that I had really been able to connect until I thought about this for this activity and observed myself.

Model 2

For this fishbone diagram, I separated my causes into three different categories (what I was doing, the environment I was in, and how I was feeling). These causes led to the effect of me mindlessly scrolling through social media. I had always believed that the only reason I check social media so much is because I am bored/distracted, but that was not completely accurate. Through deeper reflection and observing myself, I was able to see that there are many more causes and not just those 2.

Overall insights 

Observing myself was really interesting and helped me gain a much deeper insight into my mindless use of social media and its multiple effects on me. I believe that with each passing day, my mindless use of social media decreased a little (can also be seen in my logging). I feel this was because I was increasingly aware of what I was doing and because I was logging it, I felt a sense of responsibility. But it is easy to reactivate habit memories, especially because I just did logging for 3 days — I feel like I fell into my older patterns again today. But armed with the knowledge I gained from this activity, I do feel like I have more control than earlier. Additionally, I believe the password protection I had created in order to remember logging acted as friction and helped further reduce my use. In the future, I would avoid doing that in order to get more accurate logging. I will find a different way to remember to log.  Reflecting on my logging, in the future, I would also log how I felt immediately after my mindless use of social media or what I did right after to help the reader understand it better.

 

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